have_no_mercy: (wanting to believe)
"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find." - Anon

Tess used to believe in true love, the concept that somewhere out there, everyone had that one special person they were meant to be with. It got her through her childhood, the fantasy of a white knight in shining armour coming to rescue her and take her away to a beautiful castle where she'd never have to worry about anything else ever again.

She even thought she found it, once. There was a white knight and a whole new world she barely even new existed. She was swept off her feet in a whirlwind of parties and the kind of romance you only read about in books. For the first time in her life, Tess could have anything she wanted. She was happy.

And then it ended almost as abruptly as it had started. Her knight left without a word and all those friends she'd thought she'd made, the world she thought she belonged to, they didn't seem to want her around when it was just her. It had hurt more than she thought it would, but she moved on. Nobody gets it right the first time. Hardly.

Then it happened again. A new knight and a new world for her to become familiar with, but Tess was more leery this time around. It helped that the knight was unavailable, but after a while, she couldn't help it. He made her feel special, important, that she was someone worth spending time on and with. That he cared, even if he didn't love. It was enough and Tess was almost happy again.

And then it ended. Badly. The knight didn't leave, but instead betrayed everything he'd make her think not only about him, but about herself as well. It had hurt. It had hurt and it still does because he'd made her believe. He'd made her think she mattered.

Tess knows better now. There isn't anyone out there for her, especially not now. Not with what she's become. She's not here to be loved, let alone even cared for, she's just here to be used. She has a job to do, people to help. Nothing more, nothing less. And most of the time she's perfectly okay with that.

Most of the time.
have_no_mercy: (through a younger set of eyes)
Tess Mercer is fifteen years old and she's off to Harvard. It's the greatest achievement in her young life, being accepted at one of the most prestigious institutes of higher learning when all the other kids her age are barely getting their feet wet in high school. Tess knew it just wasn't for her. She could talk, read and write circles around anyone her age she knew, and most of the people older than them, too. Not that she'd have said it was all that difficult, living in backwater swamp as they did, where a Mercer never amounted to anything.

She was going to show them. All of them. Every kid who'd ever made fun of her for trying to better herself, stole her books, pushed her down into the almost ever present mud. “Better start learnin' to stay down,” they'd advise in accents so thick she could barely understand them herself. “You ain't never gettin' outta here.”

Oh, but she was. She had someone on her side, someone who actually praised the attention starved girl and recognized a genius level intellect when they saw it. Mrs. Patrineau, one of the librarians from the Terrebonne Parish Library in Houma. She encouraged a younger Tess to read as much as she could, little did she know how much to heart Tess would take it. She helped Tess fill out all that paperwork universities seem to require, even the ones for scholarships and grants and anything else they could think of, until finally, it paid off.

Tess was going to Harvard and they were going to pay for it. She was going to be a scientist, studying the oceans and lakes and swamp systems she grew up around, the ecology and the animals. She was going to make it better. She'd made it this far, nothing could stop her now.

But she's only fifteen years old and although she might not have any friends to say goodbye to, or that Mrs. P said it was silly to say such things because Tess would be back (she couldn't bear to let the older woman know the truth), there was someone she did have to see before she boarded that bus, never to return.

He was asleep, as he usually was, on the old, musty couch that made up their “family” room, the TV blaring news updates. She turned it off, half hoping he wouldn't notice, but he did, groaning and forcing himself into a semi sort of sitting position. Thankfully, the bourbon was all she could smell.

“I'm going now, Daddy. I just wanted to say goodbye.”

He just looked at her silently for a few minutes, long enough that her heartbeat started to pound in her ears. Were there still sheets on her bed? Were they blue? Then he shook his head in disgust and waved her away with a dirty hand. “You goin' t'leave, you jes go. Jes like yer whoring sainted mother. Go on, girl. Get.”

That was all Tess needed to hear. No more little mermaid or prince charmings needed. She got out, all by herself.

No more goodbyes.
have_no_mercy: (workaholic)
"Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated." - Lamartine


Lex Luthor was missing and it was all Tess cared about. This was the man who had helped her in her darkest hour, going far above and beyond what the CEO of a multinational corporation needed to personally do when an employee he'd never met before ran into some trouble. But he'd shown he truly cared about Tess and her team, and then just Tess herself when she became the only survivor of the horror they went through.

He'd even visited her personally, after flying her back to Metropolis General Hospital to get the best care possible. He'd brought her flowers – tiger lilies – and fluffed her pillows and snuck her in some of the most amazing Belgian chocolates.

After she'd been released, she was promoted. Regional VP for the South East sector, responsible for maintaining ecological standards for all low level LuthorCorp projects. Tess did her new job very well, determined as she was to impress the man who had been so kind to her. The man who had saved her. The man she had started to fall in love with, though that was something she kept strictly to herself. Knight in shining armour syndrome, she told herself. It would go away when she got back into work.

But it didn't. Lex kept close tabs on his newest VP and the praise and presents kept on coming. Tess finally felt like she belonged when he entrusted her with a very sensitive mission. And despite the eventual failure of that mission, Tess has played her part to perfection.

After Lex's disappearance, she had to admit she was as shocked as everyone else when he named her as his successor as CEO of LuthorCorp, but deep down she knew it was because he knew he could trust her more than anyone else. That she'd get things done, the way Lex himself would have done things.

And her first order of business was clear: Find Lex Luthor. Nothing else mattered and nothing else would until he'd been located. It was the ultimate test of loyalty and Tess was determined not to fail.

She couldn't fail.

She refused to.

Tess Mercer was a new woman thanks to Lex and there was no way in hell she was going back to the frightened little girl she used to be. She was a strong, independent and capable businesswoman, one who had earned the trust and admiration of one of the most respected men in the world. Failure was not an option and when Lex realized his safety was thanks to her, Tess' future would be unlimited.

She'd finally be free.

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